gonna go to robin gibb's concert later.. haven got an idea on what i should wear.. hmmm..-----many things haf crop up.. exams are here and i'm supposed to be concentrating.. but but.. having to meet that minimin grade isnt that easy when everyone around you seem to be smarter.. the pressure is on not only to hit the minimin grade but the distinction part also.. why did i get myself into such a thing.. it no doubt lightens the burden on my parents and i get allowance but but.. the academic aspect seem so.. i cant stop what i'm doing for a reason.. maybe i cant let go.. but i cant stop.. the pressure i put on myself.. the pressure from my parents.. though they dun say they haf expectations for me, i know they still expect something from me.. then there's the expectations of teachers.. in this tiertiary education we thought teachers would notice us less as the student population is so large.. well think again.. there seems to be a system where the teacher can get to know each and everyone of us.. they can tell who can perform, who needs help.. so it's scary.. ----- got mistaken for something i said.. didnt meant for it to happen.. but it happened.. hopefully after the exams i can get it sort of sorted out.. if not there goes my proj.. when ppl gets the wrong impression of u.. it sucks.. especially it involves something big.. -----holidays are coming.. it's cool cox everyone else is having school.. haha.. probably the first time i'll like my holidays.. when it would really look like a holiday.. if nothing goes wrong.. will be out of the country a couple of days in oct.. hoping.. wishing.. oh ya.. saw the papers.. the new harry potter movie will be out on 17 nov.. hehe..
melie
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