~what do they actually know~-----..been wondering what do they actually know .. here they are commenting on things they dont really know.. things they dont see us doing.. things they are not sure on what are really happens behind the scenes.. so what should the appoarch be in doing all these?... tell them the whole lot of stuff we are doing.. tell them the whole lot of problems that we are facing.. what for? will they even bother to listen... will they bother to care.. they'll probably mock and laugh at us for getting ourselves into this whole mess.. we should have just left them alone.. but seriously thinking.. if it wasnt for us.. how can it all go on?.. but many think otherwise.. everywhere everything is run differently.. how can we compare.. is it fair.. to us to others.. who really bothers to come back after everything they we had done is actually much completed.. all ties could have been broken with the day we ended in that place.. but we chose not to.. hoping to see what we had grown up with to be better.. when what we had done have gone unappreciated.. we really question ourselves why we bother staying or doing.. we have been viewed as stupid or crazy to have stayed for so long.. pass it on to someone else.. but who is that someone else that we can pass on to.. who is that someone who wants to do it.. who is that someone we can trust?.. who?.. if only it is known.. then maybe.. just maybe.. this sort of things would not have happen.. but time cannot be turned back can it?.. what is done is done.. so much that you want to change the impressions of others on you.. that mistake you once made can never seem to be washed away..it stays with you forever.. just like being convicted.. that record stays with you forever.. people view you as a different person.. in a different light.. maybe we shouldnt care what other thinks.. it's not that easy.. not that simple.. i really want to be real bad.. and just do the opposite of whatever they hope we'll do.. just get back at them.. just to make me feel better.. haha.. sounds fun..maybe i'll do just that when the time comes.. dont really care whether i'll look bad or good anymore.. cause in the end we'll all get associated to be bad i guess.. so since we are bad.. just continue to be or what's better.. get more people to join.. haha.. think i'm going crazy..
melie
10:10 am
