只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞
melie
9:33 am
weather: sun shine on a cloudy day
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went to nus today to catch this concert.. intoneNation is not bad.. should hear them some time.. thinking of inviting them as guest to our singing competition..haha.. watched the last episode of PRIDE.. nice happy ending.. haha glad halu n aki can be together.. haha..like fairytale eh..
melie
11:07 pm
HOW DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU by BACKSTREET BOYS
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Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone
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Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight
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chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
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I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
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I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight
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chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
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Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
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I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life
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chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
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What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
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How did I fall, in love, with you?
melie
10:39 pm
weather: sun shine
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zOo..been ages since i went there.. haa.. went there with hf n wt todae.. it was fUn..hahaha.. saw all the animals we could.. from the fragile forest to the reptile garden to the primates.. well we spotted all that we could.. it was so much fun to see who can spot the animals faster since they seem to be hiding.. haha,, well after some time i just call out to wt if i cannot find it.. her eyes are superb.. haha.. went to nydc for dinner with my family.. HaPpie bIrThDay daddy!!.. ate alot.. think i siao liao.. haha.. eat so much..
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life is full of ups and downs.. if there are no downs in life, how can we feel the ups when they come..
melie
10:29 pm
JOURNEY by CORRINNE MAY
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It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey
and I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you
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Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to you
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Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
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'Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you
melie
2:59 pm
which comes first?
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does the rain, rainbow, or sunshine comes first?.. do we have to wait for the rain to come to find out that something isnt right.. something isnt the way it should be.. does the rain always make us realise how much we dont understand that person?.. the mist appears as the rain touches that sun-baked ground.. blinding us.. it is this barrier that makes us see the truth that we actually have alot to understand about others..
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after the rain, comes the rainbow.. in the clear blue sky.. over the crystal clear green pastures.. people sees the rainbow as a symbol of hope.. there is a myth saying at the end of a rainbow there is a pot of gold awaiting us.. but who will ever find it.. those who had studied science will know that this pot of gold never existed.. how this myth came about.. i have no idea.. but.. it is this pot of gold that gives people hope.. gives people the strength to carry on.. however.. it is also this pot of gold that cause people to believe that they will one day be rich.. they continue searching for the gold believing it exist.. they refuse to work as the thought of striking gold overpowers the thought that by working hard, you will get what you deserve..
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the rainbow doesnt last.. it is there for a moment.. just like a bubble.. it disappears as fast as it appears.. then there is sunlight.. to guide our pathway.. it stays for a while.. that sunlight.. but after a while, it will start to rain..
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many hope for the sunlight to last forever but it seldom does.. some get to see the bright sunlight.. but some is just lucky to see a few rays of it.. there are those who are stuck in the rain.. they struggle to get out.. they get tricked by mother nature.. as the rain dwindles from a storm to a drizzle, their spirits get lifted as it is sort of a sign that the rain is going to stop.. but as they prepare for the sun to shine once again.. the rain gets heavier.. the weight of the rain droplets gets heavier and heavier on the shirt.. pulling them down.. once again.. they enter the battle field they are trying to run away from..
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then if they ever get a chance to get out of the rain.. they wish the rain never comes again.. they would do anything to avoid it.. to prevent themselves from getting into that mess ever again.. is it any wrong to do so?..
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we always ask people to face their problems.. to not run away from it.. to not hide from it.. but very often we ourselves do not practice what we preached.. we also choose to run.. believing that it is the way out.. maybe it is.. it actually stops the pain.. the agony for that moment in time.. but but.. not forever.. sooner or later we will have to deal with where we left off.. dont we..
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melie
2:20 pm
guess u will nv understand.. maybe it's better this way.. so it doesnt hurt me further..2.51pm.. nothing seems funny anymore.. tears wells up as i play a simple game.. the jokes doesnt make me laugh any more.. what can?.. 3.05pm
melie
2:51 pm
NUMB/ENCORE by JAY-Z
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"...I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
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I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you..."
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melie
1:25 pm
of all people, you had to be that insensitive one
of all people, you had to be the one who didnt understand
to want all that.. is it too much to ask for..
melie
9:40 pm
just read a blog.. i think a law suit can be started.. haha.. so who'll be the one who cant pay for it.. too much hatred has been generated.. they haf been blinded to see anymore things.. immaturity is it? wonder how to knock some sense in them.. or maybe.. it's their ego.. pride i suppose .. they cannot let it go.. see things in a different light.. everything they do is right.. others are wrong.. whoever gets in their way should give way.. who they think they are la.. they demand respect but do they give others.. oh.. maybe they are special and better.. we all have to answer to their every beck and call.. so they blame otheres for something they cannot get.. have they ever done any self reflection.. have they ever did some self check to see that they haven done everything right yet.. so u think u all are the only ones that have sacrificed your time.. harlow dears.. u haven seen the real world.. there are many others out there who have done much more and better than you.. oh.. this really proved that they are blinded.. there are many out there who can out do u all.. if u all think u are so good.. results doesnt show does it.. u may defend and say u haf seen those who are worse or haf seen stuff that u can do much better in.. but u were never invited to those very good ones to see what it's really like.. haf u ever thought of what otheres thought of you.. bet u haven.. u are too easily contented by compliments that made u stay within your comfort zone.. open up people.. or u'll be the ones who are killing yourselves and those who are after you.. think about it..
melie
4:34 pm
