wad to do when life is like that.. 3rd day of school but it's like the 3rd week of school.. it was tramatising to know the number of projects we had to do.. the number of presentations we have to prepare for.. the number of assignments we have to complete.. the number of datelines to meet.. then there's the normal work we need to keep up with.. i feel the strain.. when i cant keep up with the pace.. sometimes it feels so much better being left alone.. at least we dont have to care about others.. somehow at times of the day, i dont feel like talking, i just follow the crowd.. move where they move.. talk only when i have to.. not that i'm being anti social but the stress is getting the better of me.. i dont want to talk but i want to shout.. but what will others think if i started shouting for no reason .. then funnily when i do speak, i'm told to shut up.. it hurts especially when that person is someone supposedly close to me.. haix.. dont really want to care anymore.. anything not related to school.. i just want to give up.. cox if i cant handle school work, why should i be bothered with other things.. studies is more important.. as so she thinks.. i want to tell her that's not true cause we belong to different era.. i always think they or she doesnt understand.. is it really the case..
melie
11:03 pm
