i'm just living like christmas is tmr.. haha.. just love the festive mood.. i remember when i was young, i always get to choose that christmas gift from any shopping centre that my parents bring my bro n i too.. then the both of us will choose a toy that we want.. but as we got older, we were given a budget.. so sometimes we could get 2 toys instead of 1.. haha.. then we will happily carry our toys to the gift wrapping session.. haha.. after getting home, my bro n i will place the toys under the christmas tree.. heh.. then we'll look forward to christmas day where we can finally open the toys n play.. hehe.. christmas is also a season to put up the christmas tree n decorate the house.. haha.. though the stuff we put on the tree is the same but i remember once i tried making new ornaments from an art supply i gained interest in.. heh.. worked out not too bad.. haha.. but as my bro n i got older and after we moved to the new house, we didnt have a christmas tree anymore.. left it at the old house.. we didnt get christmas presents from our parents like before.. heh..
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christmas doesnt seem as fun as before.. walking down the main shopping area dont really give me as much festive season as before.. the decorations started lagging somewhere after the economic downturn a few years back.. but i still enjoy seeing the lightings.. heh.. but this year i have yet to really see the lightings.. heh.. have to find someone to go.. heh..
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6 more days to christmas.. in which i'll be spending at the far end of the country.. with my family.. was kinda excited at first.. but the excitement kind of wear off.. so for christmas, who should this day be spent with?
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sometimes, i feel i do things to purposely hurt people feelings.. i just do it so that i will feel happy.. or more like i think i'll feel happy.. but will i feel happy at the end of the day.. i just wanna piss that person off.. i just like to do things the opposite way.. make u feel the way that i'm feeling.. like the chinese saying 'yi ya huan ya' .. heh.. since u dont bother, y should i.. heh..
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oh well.. i shall feel happy.. maybe no time to meet u better.. heh.. christmas is a time to meet all the friends that i miss.. heh.. y should i bother to care if u dont.. hahaha... sAnTa is cOmn9 to ToWn!!!..
melie
6:02 pm
