the definition of holidays have yet again became blur.. is it a time to relax.. a time to break from the regular work you have been doing ..a time for you to do things cox on the other days you cant do it.. because of all these.. i feel i dont know what i am doing again.. all these are suppose to be compulsory stuff that i have to do.. some are things i was once so enthusiastic about doing.. what happened?.. i keep asking myself this question.. but wad answers do i have?.. nothing.. brain dead.. lost in my own world.. getting tired more n more easily.. all i do now i think is isolating myself from anything that stresses me.. isolating myself from anyone also.. suddenly feel the need to feel the comfort from family.. guess they are the best people i can be with now.. there is really less stress being with them especially gu ma, diane jie jie.. ha.. or maybe a change of environment will do me good..
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i live by the day but yet i'm afraid of tomorrow.. confused
melie
8:59 pm
