it's been 1 yr.. i haven been the best of state.. thinking back of the time i did.. i hadnt done much.. maybe it's cause i chose it that way.. i've been running n avoiding.. cause last yr.. i haf to admit i almost broke down.. i noe many ppl did.. but some can cope.. i couldnt.. cause all the feelings was kept inside me for the past 18 yrs.. it seems not possible to do so.. but it did happen.. we all lead different lives..
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i feel i cannot lead.. after 1 yr.. i just see more of what i cannot do.. maybe i shouldnt hold on anymore.. cox i'm not contributing at all.. maybe it's time to let it go.. i noe i will let some people down.. but i dun wan to end up crying so often.. i made some really good friends that i'm glad i'm still in touch with cox they are the ones that actually brighten me up when i'm sad.. give me advice even if they are busy.. thanks guys..
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wish i was back to 3 yrs ago.. think i'm only fit to be that role..
melie
9:07 pm
1 january.. well many people will be celebrating the new year.. for my parents, it's a different case.. it's their wedding anniversary.. well.. for my family, there are no fanciful gifts or anything wild.. they just celebrate with a simple dinner at night.. ha.. most of the time my bro n i get to choose where we would like to go.. but sometimes we are too lazy, we just say anywhere.. we were planning to go to this restaurant in bras basah cox my mom saw the advertisement in the newspaper but when she called to book a place, it was fully booked already.. then the lady there said we could go there and wait.. my mom asked how long we had to wait and the lady said she doesnt know cox it depends on when those eating will leave.. then my mom said if we wont get to eat why should we go there and wait.. ha.. so my mom decided that we go to trader's hotel to eat instead.. haha.. my bro n i love buffet.. ahah..
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when we got to trader's hotel, we met my mom's ex colleague who was working there.. he said there was another restaurant in the hotel that sells very nice crab.. so we went to see the buffet spread before deciding wad we wanted to eat.. but the chocolate fountain, fresh oysters caught the eye of my bro n i, so it was the buffet that we chose.. haha.. the place is real classy.. the plates are not just round plates, they use plates of different shapes too.. quite cool.. there's plenty of food to try.. and all very fresh.. haha.. but yesterday's meal was abit expensive.. it was 68+++ per person.. but i think it was worth it cause the food quality is very good.. haha.. we ate alot.. haha.. until now 10 plus in the morn we have yet to have breakfast.. haha.. but i must say.. the food is good.. haha.. oysters.. sashimi.. handmade noodles.. whole lot of roasted stuff.. naan.. chocolate fountain.. crepes.. waffles.. ice cream.. cakes.. chocolate mousse.. soups.. oh well.. there's too many things to list.. haha..
melie
9:59 am
