e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

i dunno wad to think of it animore.. he's doing things he nv did.. torn apart inside out.. lost 4kg within these few days.. appetite is just not there.. forcing myself to eat so that i wont get gastric.. he is always the first that comes to mind.. why is he doing these.. am i the one that caused him to be like that..

my mom somehow found something amiss so she created the situation for me to say it out.. my parents say it's ok.. my mom came to hug me for the first time in many years.. she tried comforting me.. saying all the positive things that she can.. i wish i could put it off lightly.. somehow the being friends just gone all wrong..

what is self-worth?.. am i not worthy enough..

melie
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