it's the 3rd day of chinese new year.. waiting for my friends n relatives to come over my hse for visiting.. my bro is helping my mom in the kitchen.. he snatched everything my mom asked me to do.. anithing.. fine wif me.. ha..
been home quite late recently when i'm out wif my frenz.. 11 plus 12.. ha.. somehow my mom understands.. of course.. i do call home to inform.. first day of cny.. went to airport to send yaozong off.. he gonna go melbourne to study medicine.. huifang was suppose to go but in the end she couldnt so i was the only gal that went.. met up wif taion, jinhsien, edwin khoo, weikhoon, dennis, yue chau at the airport.. my bro volunteered to stay wif me.. in which i think he wanted to meet jun who was coming back fr thailand.. oh well.. at least he accompanied me home.. we stayed till abt 11 at the airport.. the guys bought yz a mag for him to read on the plane.. we thought he would haf his whole family there.. in the end only his immediate family.. took some photos, drank some coffee.. then it got me thinking.. this would probably happen to me next yr.. leaving my family behind to further my studies.. but i think the only difference is that i haf a few frenz to go wif.. at least there is a few of us.. going alone can be scary i guess..
sometimes i dun understand why i do certain things to hurt myself.. guess i'm just finding that short lived excitement and comfort.. who would understand.. to feel happy and then pain again.. it's a vicious cycle..
melie
10:22 am
