dear mummy,i'm sorry i haven been the greatest daughter.. sorry i have been crying late at night under my covers.. sorry i have been crying while in the showers where no one will hear the weeping or see the tears.. sorry i let you down.. mummy, i hate to be alone.. cause the sudden loneliness always sweep me away.. just like i'm the only one there.. in my own world.. there's only music to keep me company.. but the music now seems to be some inner voice inside me.. i get afraid of it.. every word of the lyrics seemed to be talking to me.. and somehow i respond to all that.. i am scare .. am i insane? mummy i know you love me.. but i cant seem to do what you want.. i'm scare you would shout or scold me.. please dont.. i dont want to hear any of those.. just like how you see me tear that day after daddy shouted at me.. please dont leave me alone.. stay with me.. mummy, i just tearing while typing all these.. i am afraid to let anybody see me like this.. even when didi ask what's wrong i couldnt say it.. his hug makes me wan to just cry in front of him but i could only hide behind him and not let him see it.. mummy.. i love you.. i'm sorryyour daughter
melie
9:21 pm
