not sure if it's the medicine's effect that is setting in.. cause feel like i'm floating.. 那种飘飘的感觉。。aniwae shall get on writing before i really get drowsy..10Maythanks to me n my planning, i nv did asked for a projector.. cause of sch work, i didnt haf time to call my uncle to check if i could borrow.. i asked my bro to help me ask.. cause i asked him to do a slide show for me too.. he forgot too.. i ended up being scolded by my mom..who in the end called my uncle for me.. my mom was in bad mood.. hf say she's probably stress by my bdae too.. well.. didnt go to sleep that day till abt 1 plus 2.. first time i stayed up so late since school started.. n i wasnt even doing anithing to prepare for my bdae (i cancelled any thoughts of decorating or prog, i shall just keep it as a party wif food n cake).. was preparing for all my proj meetings the next day.. but my mind always wandered off thinking if i forgot to pack something for the chalet.. well thanks to a few frenz, i managed to last thru the nite to do my stuff..
thanks kevin, hf, wb.. 11Mayat the stroke of midnight, weixian sms me happie birthday.. was kinda happy to receive her sms ;) it kinda woke me up abit from all the readings.. den came zhilong's sms.. ha.. actually i was physically, mentally, emotionally tired.. thoughts abt cancelling the party ran thru my mind.. when i had to start planning for the party 4 months ago, i actually considered not having the party but just a simple affair with loved ones..
in the end, i went to sleep feeling scare, nervous, excited, tired.. how to face such a big crowd alone..
morning showers greeted me when i woke up.. showers of joy or tears from heaven.. dad drove me to sch since it was pouring n i had to bring laptop to sch.. wore skirt n a new top.. well.. i tried smiling.. started getting a headache after lunch.. couldnt breathe well during psycho dysfx lesson.. it was stuffy in the room..
(my prelude to falling sick..) cause was waiting for 4pm to leave, i slept for a while in the room, only to "get caught" by my lecturer when she came into the room.. haha.. had to pretend later and asked her questions for my proj.. haha.. somehow during the conversation, we didnt seem to be speaking on the right frequency.. aniwae.. left sch at 4 plus.. chung ming offered to fetch hf n i there.. we could haf reach the chalet at 5 plus but we only got there at 6 cause he wanted to wash his car (n he made multiple wrong turns to the petrol ksiok, as usual).. well got ice cream to eat.. ha.. my head was still pounding..
at the chalet, there was nothing much to do except watch tv, slack n guide lost souls to the chalet.. hf forbid me to the room cause she was doing secretive stuff.. ha.. oh well.. rotted for 1 hr plus before my first friend arrived.. wei xian!!! hee.. alwyn sent her there.. den came ain.. chatted wif them abit.. i felt abit feverish already but when i got busy, i didnt haf much time to think of it.. many ppl got lost.. ha.. the food seemed quite nice esp the layout.. haha..
hf helped create a really unique reception.. damn cool.. really really like it!! thanks gal!! my hand was kinda shaky when i was cutting cake.. dunno y.. mayb i haven eaten much.. took some pictures.. realise didnt take much photos.. ha..
minli created a slide show for me instead of my bro.. super touched.. thanks girls.. i finally got sabo.. minli n hf lifted me off the ground n into the toilet.. i got drenched instantly.. had to get back but started shivering once i was out of the toilet.. had a bad premonition.. i normally wouldnt shiver esp it wasnt cold.. den came the cake.. thanks to hf.. after that she splashed fruit punch right into my face.. ha.. both minli n hf had all these planned so that i could go bathe n change into the dress they bought.. ha.. nice nice.. i loved the bag they bought.. haha.. well.. most ppl left by then.. ha.. the funny thing was i thought yinghui, jinghui, john n ziliang left already but somehow i heard zl's voice from behind a wall.. ha.. then i realise john n zl haven left.. haha.. they r like some intruders to a party, in a world of their own.. haha.. the yec ppl, john, zl n hf stayed on till past midnight.. we den went to see some haunted place in pasir ris.. cause cant go in, we went back to changi village to see stuff.. haha.. some are really pretty.. hee.. it was 2 plus when we got back to chalet.. my parents locked their room n all my things were stuck inside.. john, zl n hf stayed over.. we played dai dee till 4 plus.. ha.. had 2 hrs of slp.. ha..
12 Mayjin hsien, hf n i took cab down to rv for amazing race.. i thought my sore throat would go away so i didnt care abt it.. weizong fractured his ankle, hope u'll get well soon.. the sun was sorching at sentosa.. the headache came back abit.. whole body was aching too.. like flu symptoms.. by the end of the race, i really felt feverish n my voice changed already.. losing my voice very quickly.. took a train n bus back to chalet after that.. i was shivering really badly during my shower even though i turned on the heater to max.. ha.. to0k some panadol, praying that i'll get better cox i got yec meeting the next day..
13Mayin the end, didnt quite make it to the meeting.. fever didnt subside.. whole body ached.. blocked nose, no voice.. took another panadol n parecetamol at nite.. temp hit a high of 39.4 degrees.. didnt wan to take med cause tot it was subside but had to in the end cause temp was rising too fast.. rested most of the day except reading the journal articles for my final year proj..
14 Maydidnt attend sch in the morn.. went to see the doc.. still had fever.. doc gave a few med n 2 days mc n instructed me to stay at home.. cant take my napfa on thurs le under her orders.. my bro was very sweet, he told me to take cab home n he'll pay me the money when he get home but by the time he called i was on the bus le.. ha.. he bought some cold pad for fever.. hee.. he also bought honey lemon water for me..
15 Maymommy: happie birthday..
home on mc..
melie
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