e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

these 2 weeks.. been sleeping after 12am everyday.. most of the days i only sleep at 2am.. fyp is really into full steam.. i'm struggling to keep up.. i am ashame that i cant reach my targets..
home's not good.. can feel it.. dad slept on the couch last nite.. haven talked much to my parents.. maybe it's just luck.. i got accused and scolded for stuff i never do for the past few days.. it's not my problem..
went to temple to pray my grandpa todae.. 21 days.. feels good to see my other famly members..
watched 'tuesdays with morrie' during tutorial yesterdae.. cried 3/4 of the time.. many scenes reminded me of lots of stuff.. my parent, grandpa, all my relationships.. life has just been difficult.. devastated many times till i've numbed my heart so much that i dunno what i'm feeling now.. cant describe anymore..

melie
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