kinda lost at the moment cause just saw an email... oh well... (breathe in deeply!).. haix.. shall not type what it was about here.. think it involved other people too so not nice.. will just work it out tonight silently..
well.. went for volunteering todae.. yuli was late again.. ha.. overslept so i started interviewing residents myself first.. just submerged myself in the institutionalised environment for the whole 2-3 hours i was there.. at a point i really felt i was one of them was one the resident shouted my name in the crowd when he was looking for me.. ha.. shouting for people's name is what we normally do when we have to find anyone among the 100s that are there and through 4 levels.. haha.. oh well.. for a moment i wondered what if i was institutionalised there..
anyway.. my shoulder aches are back.. ha.. abi say she doesnt mind massaging for me.. haha.. when i find the time.. i'm shag out for some reasons.. but afraid to rest sometimes.. i need proprioceptive input to calm down.. argh...
going to senior's fair tmr.. then watching movie with xian, ber and cs.. awaiting a better tmr..
melie
10:23 pm
