it's gonna be a long long list.. so scroll slowly to see if you got the songs to share.. hee..
1. 离开我 by 袁惟任
2. 不值得 by 梦飞船
3. 我怀念的 by 孙燕姿
4. 好听 by 许茹芸
5. 一颗心交给谁 by 品冠
6. Time After Time by 林凡
7. 秋天别来 by 侯湘婷
8. 说走就走 by 黎沸揮
9. 夜夜夜夜 by 齐秦
10. 记得 by 张惠妹
11. 我知道你很难过 by 蔡依林
12. 你是我胸口永远的痛 by 王杰 & 叶欢
13. 心痛 by 陳潔儀
14. 你把我灌醉 by 黄大炜
15. 让每个人都心碎 by 黄大炜
16. 淋雨中 by 林宇中
17. 围墙 by 李玖哲
18. 你是我的唯一 by 巫啟賢
19. 心如刀割 by 张学友
20. The One You Love by Glenn Frey
21. 兄妹 by 陳奕迅 (canto & chinese version)
22. 第九夜 by 李玟
23. 新窝 by SHE & 飞轮海
24. 那首歌 by 林宥嘉
25. 捕夢人 by 潘裕文
26. 我不會唱歌 by 周定緯
27. 不安靜的夜 by 許仁杰
28. Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
29. 两败俱伤 by 柯有伦
30. 背影 by 林宥嘉
31. 隐形的翅膀 by 張韶涵
32. 我为什么那么爱你 by 张惠妹
33. 真实 by 张惠妹
34. 爱我 by 柯以敏 & 林志炫
35. 最熟悉的陌生人 by 萧亚轩
36. 九十九次我爱他 by 元若蓝
37. 心愿便利贴 by 吴忠明 & 元若蓝
38. 我爱的人 by 陈小春
39. 四季 by A Lin
40. 最近还好吗？by SHE
41. 来不及 by Hebe
42. 爱来过 by SHE
43. 爱转角 by 罗志祥
44. 爱的勇气 by 赖雅妍
45. 好眼淚壞眼淚 by 徐若瑄
46. 惡作劇 by 王藍茵
47. 遇到 by 方雅贤
48. 靠近一點點 by Lara
49. 全世界的人都知道 in 惡作劇之吻
50. 你 by 林依晨
opps... 50 songs.. haha..
melie
11:34 am
after thinking through stuff and reflecting... think i've calmed down again.. i've got a song list i want.. will post soon...
melie
4:18 pm
昨天睡不了觉写了以下的东西...
你知道拥抱有多可贵吗？
它可能使我一生无法忘记的东西吧！
它在我紧张时带给我许多的安慰
在我寂寞时带给我许多的感动
在我失落的时候带给我许多的力量
每次伤心难过，一次的拥抱
就会把这次的伤痛
化解成一种力量
一种让我再一次面对人生的力量
生活虽然变得和以往更难面对
但再一次能感受得到那种力量
使我继续往前走
我渴望的是哪一天我又找回失去的拥抱
melie
12:57 pm
可能最初就不应该奢望去了解你
这一切就可能不会发生了
现在的一点一滴让我不知所措
下一步应该往哪走呢？
活在这世界里，让我焦急不安
往前所有的安定已经不在了
我应该做什么呢？
难道现在只能期待从你的怀抱走掉吗？
该做的我无法做到
可能我们之间的感情就不能到我想要的地步吧
我会试着忘记这几个月来的伤痛
记得二十二年你给的快乐吧
melie
5:10 pm
life has yet again shown itself to be so sudden and vulnerable..
sometimes i wonder what kind of friend i am.. what am i in the eyes of others.. the more time i have with myself, the more time i spend reflecting on the relationships i have with others.. have i been a friend to others.. probably so to some.. sometimes i wonder if i deserve those care and concern from some of my friends.. and yet in times of need i dunno what to say at times..
as i hear my friend talk about her life now, i was stun for a moment.. guess i never expect something like that to happen to her.. but seeing her so strong i'm happy that she's gonna persevere on with that decision of hers.. know that it wasnt easy babe but jia you.. like my dad said '
if he's meant to be yours, he will someday be yours again'.. let the time we have in sydney be a time for us to reflect on life and to live it again.. jia you!! you have ur friends around k..
living life day by day now isnt exactly ideal but i guess this works out for someone piecing her life back, finding the road again.. though it may be a road i travel alone now, there's still many things to see around me.. till the day where i find another road to converge into mine, i'll gladly stick to what i have now and find peace in it...
melie
6:33 pm
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法
让寂寞更听话 wo````
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法
让寂寞更听话 wo````
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
a song that i've been listening to cause been chasing 斗牛，要不要 online... this is the ending song for the show.. one of my fav song of SHE.. kinda 感人..this song seems to be affecting me abit everytime i hear it.. but i can go on and listen to this song on and on.. like the second verse the most.. hee.. anyway listen to it if you have a chance..
melie
5:47 pm
had grad dinner recently with my other ot mates.. it was at maritime house.. was there at the restaurant before.. think it was primary sch days.. my memory of the place was the it was dark and the tables were lit by candles.. the restaurant is brightly lit now.. we had western buffet.. the food was not too bad.. played a few games organised by saotsc.. got our grad organiser.. it wasnt as great as expected.. kinda disappointed at the quality.. haix... well... went to k after that with a few of my friends (rina, bixia, huifang, hannah, josephine n hui hui) we sang till 1 am before leaving.. managed to get a lift from hannah's bf.. hee.. lucky..
bro went adelaide on tues to visit jun.. hee.. but he'll be back on mon.. cant wait for him.. kinda miss him.. the first few days he was gone i spent most of the time at home in his room watching youtube using his com.. hee.. b4 he left there was alot of woo haa on how he should pack the stuff he nds to bring for jun.. it was pretty last min but hope he's having fun.. hee..
i was going to learn sailing today.. not the conventional kind but for the disabled.. was at changi sailing club in the morn.. we were taught the theory aspect of the sailing equipment and was shown how to set it up so that we can help the disabled if we volunteer.. but there wasnt wind today so cant go out to sea... sad and disappointed but nevermind.. next time.. think it'll be quite cool to volunteer in this association.. exciting.. maybe i can go take powerboat license too.. maybe after i start working and when i have money.. hahaha...
my birks is also here.. haven brought it home from my aunt's hse cause been too lazy to walk there.. haha.. cool...
melie
10:50 pm
somehow i wonder what's going through your mind.. cause it's so hard to decipher.. so hard to tell.. you made me both angry and upset with myself within a few minutes over the phone.. just what is wrong.. it's so hard to explain anything to you when you believe in the way you do.. no matter what i say doesnt matter.. if i dun explain myself, i get blamed for everything. even if i explained, i get blamed too... so how do you expect me to live with you.. if you are not finding fault with me, then it is some one else.. are you happy making everybody upset in the house, making this home less and less warm... i'm like living in a hotel... home is just a place for sleep and probably that's all.. everyone is afraid to talk to you anymore..
you spoilt my day with yw yesterdae.. i was only out for the afternoon and you got pissed with me cause there isnt an apartment available in sydney.. there's nothing i can do at that point in time as i have told you but u insist it's cause i'm always out.. as if if i am home i can get the uni to produce the documents you need now.. hell no k... the admin person hasnt even gone back to sydney... shouting at you over the phone in vivo.. got me really mad at the point in time.. one part of me wanted to rush home, another didnt want to even go home.. as i was in the ladies, i almost cried.. i felt helpless.. sudden urge to run, to find myself in control of things again.. when i got home after dinner, i found myself unable to talk to you at all.. dad came to talk to me, but i could only gather the words of how come it's all my fault before the tears pour down my face.. dad says dun take it to heart but the damage is already done.. can i only pretend that something like this will pass or it had never happened.. i'm tired
gonna spend tmr with bro.. cant wait..
melie
10:10 pm
