life has yet again shown itself to be so sudden and vulnerable..
sometimes i wonder what kind of friend i am.. what am i in the eyes of others.. the more time i have with myself, the more time i spend reflecting on the relationships i have with others.. have i been a friend to others.. probably so to some.. sometimes i wonder if i deserve those care and concern from some of my friends.. and yet in times of need i dunno what to say at times..
as i hear my friend talk about her life now, i was stun for a moment.. guess i never expect something like that to happen to her.. but seeing her so strong i'm happy that she's gonna persevere on with that decision of hers.. know that it wasnt easy babe but jia you.. like my dad said '
if he's meant to be yours, he will someday be yours again'.. let the time we have in sydney be a time for us to reflect on life and to live it again.. jia you!! you have ur friends around k..
living life day by day now isnt exactly ideal but i guess this works out for someone piecing her life back, finding the road again.. though it may be a road i travel alone now, there's still many things to see around me.. till the day where i find another road to converge into mine, i'll gladly stick to what i have now and find peace in it...
melie
6:33 pm
