my flight is in an hrs time.. i was super early in the airport rotting.. i ended up eating dinner though it will be served later.. ha.. bored now.. hope it isnt very very cold over there.. and hope i can find an apartment or house in sydney.. pray hard.. cross fingers.. hehe.. wad shall i do on a 7 hrs flight... hmmm... it's a a380 flight.. exciting and i am sitting on upper deck.. ha.. k see ya guys soon.. i'll be back for 4 days before going thailand with min, jeff n yizhi.. yeah!!! though i am broke, while others will protest strongly that i'm broke.. haha.. oh well.. i shall spend wisely in thailand.. i spent too much in taiwan le.. haha.. do i sound happy.. haha.. k that's off topic..
if bixia reads this before she goes taiwan.. happy travelling in taiwan! eat n shop more!! haha..
k i shall continue stoning till i get to go into the plane.. see ya.. :)
melie
7:42 pm
after a night of pondering in bed cause i just couldnt seem to fall asleep.. i haf decided to use the technique of ignorance if anything were to happen in sydney.. i will just tolerate to wadever extent i can.. so my prayers for 6 days in sydney is that my parents dun quarrel and i'll be back quickly.. sounds like some tortue i am going to huh.. but i cant help it.. it was pretty difficult to go through it last nite already.. the art of ignorance was tested.. but it kinda failed within minutes cox i felt utterly bad for not doing anything.. and utterly sad that i teared.. oh well... it shall be proven that it can last 6 days.. ommmm....
maybe it's just something i cant help.. most of my frenz are concerned abt how my family is doing.. but somehow when anyone ask how my parents are doing.. they'll end up quarreling.. well.. if they do quarrel, u'll know it from reading my blog... cox i cant stand keeping the sorrow inside me.. it's breaking me apart.. if we are well.. then there'll be no sorrow in my blog.. hahaha...
melie
11:26 am
sometimes i just dun get it.. everytime when things dun go ur way, i get the blame for it all.. as if i am in control of market forces.. as if i can do anything about wad's going to happen in the 6 days that we are there.. no i cant.. so wad if we cant do as plan.. i dun wan to stay in a hostel.. i'm pissed.. u talk as if i nv do anything..
melie
5:16 pm
photos that i like during my trip to taiwan..
DAY 1
melie
12:55 am
ok it's been one week since i was back from taiwan and 2 weeks ago when i was in taiwan.. lots of things happened within this week which made me kinda exhausted.. ha.. ok.. how should i start..
i got back last wed.. evening flight.. my parents came to pick me up.. they were amused to see me brought back 2 boxes of stuff back, other than my laggage.. ha.. all i can say that.. those 2 boxes contained stuff for 4 person.. but most it it mine.. haha.. oh ...haha...
thurs was graduation... had to wake up super early for school.. best thing was the white shirt i wanted to wear wasnt white.. haix.. gotta change last min.. when i got to sch, it was a great thing to see my course mates again.. it was a frenzy to get changed into the gown.. sitting around and waiting for the ceremony to start.. my parents went to the ceremony with me.. ha... after the whole thing.. it was like a photo taking event.. took with most of the course mates and lecturers.. hee.. some of us went out after that.. we went to settlers to play games n eat.. haha.. cool just hanging out together..
sat i went to recce with minli n taion.. ha.. went to a few places and we walked real long.. haha.. after that met up with diane jie jie to pass her some stuff.. nite time had dinner with my extended family.. played with my cousins again.. they are so cute...
sunday went to ubin with my ventures.. cycling.. luckily it didnt rained.. but yvonne kinda injured herself.. had to send her to the hospital.. had to explain to her parents.. but the experience was enriching.. got me to reflect as a leader and the purpose of our prescence at each activity.. oh well.. hope she gets well soon..
monday.. i manage to block my morning to REST.. haha.. woke up late.. finally... went out in the afternoon to nj to pass ms khoo the stuff for her n mrs tan.. too bad i gonna miss aristal this yr.. cant see the final dances... met xian after that.. ate at macs... hee.. bought a cake for minli after that cox gonna gif her surprise birthday at midnight... met bryan at 11pm to go to minli's hse..haha.. luckily he manage to find the candles for minli.. yup.. thanks lots... i managed to gather huifang, taion, jin hsien, jeff n bryan for the surprise.. haha.. i called her at 12am to open her front door and we were there to sing her a birthday song.. we were like keeping out voice down so as not to wake her mom up.. huifang super anti-climax.. just as we ended the birthday song, she said can she go into the hse to use the toilet.. haix.. oh well.. haha.. went home at 1 am cox the others had to go to work...
tues... had medical checkup todae for my visa.. finally settled the stuff for my visa.. yea...
oh well.. i'm flying into sydney on fri to go house hunting.. wish me luck.. haha.. i'm going crazy packing stuff to put at uncle robert's place.. n my winter clothings are super heavy.. argh.. n the weather seems to be pretty cold there.. another holiday.. after i come back in a week.. i'll be going thailand for 11 days.. yippee... realise i haven got much time left.. and there's so many ppl to meet up... oh...
melie
12:11 am
i going to be off to taiwan soon.. only an hr more i suppose.. yup.. at the airport now wif xian, ber n chingsoon.. haha.. great.. see ya in 8 days time.. take care guys..
and i finally got my uni confirmation letter... yeah!!!
melie
7:53 am
let's see.. i got a whopping weekend.. k i'm kinding.. except for certain parts of the days..
8th may award ceremony


some of my sec sch trs were at the ceremony too.. hee..

minli, my bro n i.. one of my tr thought my bro was my bf.. ha.. too bad..
8th may bdae with bixia, jiali, jiemin, rina

the cake we got from a place at raffles city.. they were nice... hee.. and they gave me a winnie the pooh mouse, mouse pad n wrist support.. yeah!!!!
10th may southern ridges
the yec gang... jeff seet, mavis, yizhi n her bf, huifang, swee han, jeff papa, sock fong, jit jin..

we were hanging from one of the resting place.. haha
went dinner wif nic cause he wanna meet up n celebrate bdae with him.. guess it shouldnt haf happened in the first place.. it started off from the wrong foot right from the start.. guess i haven recovered.. i hope i didnt hurt him again.. not like 10 yrs ago.. i hope we'll still be friends and not lose touch for another 10 yrs..
11th may mother's day & my bdae


had dinner at crystal jade... y only got my bro in the pic cause my mom refused to take a photo.. think she psming... wadever...
well going off to taiwan tmr le.. for 8 days....
melie
9:07 pm
as u can see it's my 2nd post for the day so most of u can tell i have lots of time.. decided to read some stuff n share with you guys..
We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes.
We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.
Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient. Forgive & forget. Love one and all.
If you judge people, you have no time to love them. -- Mother TeresaThere's a miracle called Friendship That dwells in the heart You don't know how it happens Or when it gets started But you know the special lift It always brings And you realize that Friendship Is God's most precious gift!
Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to us.
The pursuit of happiness is a matter of choice...it is a positive attitude we consciously choose to express. It is not a gift that gets delivered to our doorstep each morning, nor does it come through the window. And I am certain that our circumstances are just a small part of what makes us joyful. If we wait for them to get just right, we will never find lasting joy.
The pursuit of happiness is an inward journey. Our minds are like programs, awaiting the code that will determine behaviors; like bank vaults awaiting our deposits. If we regularly deposit positive, encouraging, and uplifting thoughts, if we continue to bite our lips just before we begin to grumble and complain, if we shoot down that seemingly harmless negative thought as it germinates, we will find that there is much to rejoice about.- Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
- Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
- Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
- You can only go as far as you push.
- Actions speak louder than words.
- The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
- Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
- Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
- A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
- If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
- When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
- True friendship never ends.
- Friends are forever.
- Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
- Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
- What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
- NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
- Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!
melie
9:47 pm
so exciting.. about a week more i'll be going overseas... to TAIWAN!!! finally.. after much anticipation.. cant believe we made the booking like 2 months ago and we're finally going.. cant wait.. xian, ber, cs n i... yeah.. so fun.. food.. shopping.. scenery.. hot springs.. yippee... so EXCITED.. ha.. xian suggested a mahjong session we leave.. hopefully we can find some time after she finish her exams.. good luck.. 8 days.. so looking forward..
insonmia is back to huant me.. what can i say.. fated.. sat nite i didnt sleep till 4 plus i suppose.. used the net till my mom woke up at 4am and switched off the modem.. was lying in bed smsing minli cause we both couldnt fall asleep.. as i was about to try to slp, i could hear my dad's thunderous cough.. which i was constantly awaken by.. this cough hasnt got any better and my mom's has joined him these few days.. so at nite, i haf trouble sleeping as they constantly cough.. n in the early mornings i get awaken by them too.. so if i look tired nowadays.. pardon me..
kinda sleepy and shag today cause only slept at 2 last nite.. then had to wake up at 7am to go hougang for volunteer.. been a while since i woke up so early so when i was there it was pretty difficult to burst into energy..
recently contacted a pri sch friend of mine.. it had been 10 years since we last talked.. haha.. chatted with him recently and we were like fitting missing parts of the puzzles.. filling each other on what happened the past 10 yrs.. wad surprised me is the details he actually remembered.. haha.. oh well.. so fun to be able to stay in contact with friends.. hopefully i get to go to one of the pri sch gatherings..
melie
2:53 pm
team building @ settlers wif yec
wasnt the best place to have team building cause the person didnt noe how to conduct and the games werent exactly appropriate..
cycling @ east coast wif minli

the sky line of singapore with the faded sight of singapore flyer..

alot of time.. i spend my life slacking.. with occasional trips out of home.. ha.. saving money for taiwan.. will be gone some time in may.. stay tune for more updates on life.. kinda in insomia mode now due to long nap in the evening.. ha..
melie
12:54 am