after a night of pondering in bed cause i just couldnt seem to fall asleep.. i haf decided to use the technique of ignorance if anything were to happen in sydney.. i will just tolerate to wadever extent i can.. so my prayers for 6 days in sydney is that my parents dun quarrel and i'll be back quickly.. sounds like some tortue i am going to huh.. but i cant help it.. it was pretty difficult to go through it last nite already.. the art of ignorance was tested.. but it kinda failed within minutes cox i felt utterly bad for not doing anything.. and utterly sad that i teared.. oh well... it shall be proven that it can last 6 days.. ommmm....
maybe it's just something i cant help.. most of my frenz are concerned abt how my family is doing.. but somehow when anyone ask how my parents are doing.. they'll end up quarreling.. well.. if they do quarrel, u'll know it from reading my blog... cox i cant stand keeping the sorrow inside me.. it's breaking me apart.. if we are well.. then there'll be no sorrow in my blog.. hahaha...
melie
11:26 am
