well... woke up early in the morning.. felt great to have completed some work before heading to the city to celebrate sarah's bdae.. we went to KTV.. haha.. shiok.. then we went to a jap restaurant for dinner.. hehe.. quite fun singing all those songs.. and the food was nice.. had curry rice.. yum... will post the pics when i uploaded them.. ha..
have u ever wondered who is reading the post u typed.. i'm always puzzled at who reads my blog..
lyrics to songs i heard at KTV today:
解脱 是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦
我想我可以习惯一个人生活我想我可以假装不曾爱过冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我我想我可以习惯一个人生活在记忆里面擦去你的承诺爱你怎么会是这个结果
爱 只剩下无奈我 一直不愿再去猜钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹著空白缺了一块就不精采
我以為 我能後退 反覆證明
這份愛 有多不對 背對著你如此漆黑
有種疲憊 睜開眼 打開窗
才發現你就是光芒
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 那个疯狂的人是我
落泪以前再看一眼你模糊侧脸这会不会是最后纪念我凝视你而你凝视窗外的阴天一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
well.. can guess wad are the songs.. but sorry no prize to the ones who guess it rite.. haha..
melie
10:00 pm
i should be fine.. :)
guess the sleep i lost from my insomia and from sleeping late is back to haunt me.. just nd to slp abit longer.. longer.. hmmm...
happy birthday sarah! gonna KTV to celebrate her birthday later..
melie
7:36 am

i'm feeling like this now.. probably i'm tired..
the following may not make sense.. so just ignore this post.. i'm just typing for i also dunno wad reason.. wish i knew it myself also.. i'm kinda talking to myself now.. answering all the questions poping out of my head now.. so you can just ignore.. maybe u r just lost in space.. maybe just go to slp soon.. no matter how hard u try, u'll not gonna get there.. for once, i dun feel like being hopeful, shall just ... this tiredness is making me kinda emotional.. cant really control the feelings now... gosh.. wad's with u.. u got lots to do.. get it done.. i'm getting fluctuation of emotions.. i breaking out into laughters now.. oh no.. xian.. i'm getting it from o*****...think i jux go slp..
melie
9:18 pm
guess wad guess wad.. haha.. 4 october 08 is singapore day in melbourne.. and my housemates and i might be flying down to melbourne to visit friends and go see wad's singapore day all about.. haha.. so exciting.. just that now nd to book the plane tickets and find a place to stay..hmmm... it so happen to coincide with our hols.. so great.. haha.. should be going over abt 4 days.. so excited.. haha..
melie
11:21 am
this show has finally come to an end.. not that i didnt enjoy watching the serial.. but i actually love it.. alot alot alot.. haha.. sometimes i find myself laughing to myself when watching it cox sometimes it's really hilarious.. anyway after coming here, didnt really get the chance to watch it until recently.. cox finally wanted something funny.. oh well..
found a new serial to watch! haha.. finally has been waiting for it since i was in singapore... hehe.. 篮球火!basketball.. hehe... watching the first episode now.. haha.. it should be kind of funny too.. with such a cast.. haha.. ok.. this reminds me that i have plenty of hong kong serial that i haven watch.. hmmm...
melie
3:42 pm
life probably hasnt been better.. guess it's so much less stress now.. somehow kinda forgot wad i wanted to type about after i restarted my com.. these few days has been a roller coaster.. manage to watch my youtube stuff again.. kinda relax abit too..
i've got a fren who's going thru quite a bit now.. kinda helped her abit here and there.. i'm just glad i was there to help her when i could.. the stuff she's going thru reminds me abit of me.. just happy she feels better after talking to me.. jia you k!i hope my card reaches u first! haha
a song for her.. "Home" by Michael Buble
Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
but I wanna go home
...uhm Home
may be surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
just wanna go home
I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me...
Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
baby I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
it'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home"
melie
1:11 pm
the hotel i stayed when my parents came over to visit..




going towards sydney uni main campus.. in the garden

at the fish market for lunch with housemates and parents.. cold crabs..

my fav: calamari rings!!

salmon sashimi! oishi!

tuna sashimi..

cold prawns.. fresh..

cold lobsters anyone?

last but not least.. oysters!!

ferry from parramatta to circular quay

harbour bridge at night..

had lunch at fish market again with uncle robert and parents..chilli lobster.. my first time trying.. nice but expensive..

taking the ferry from circular quay to darling harbour.. opera house..

dinner at darling harbour with housemates and parents.. italian food.. forgot to take pix of the food.. had pasta and pizza.. yum!

on the way to Holme building for vaccination.. so that can do attachment over here..

at one those historical building where our campus dont have..

a graffiti tunnel in school!

street in campus which look like some lane between houses..

dinner @ newtown.. thai restaurant! yum..

dinner @ strathfield korean restaurant.. cass

sarah..

boh wee..

and me with my tofu and beef chilli soup!
melie
1:51 pm

my bro and i

me just before the bridge climb

my bro and jun

my fav: calamari rings!

oysters and salmon sashimi.. oh my we forgot to take the prawns..
melie
1:40 pm
it's a lazy saturday afternoon.. just had lunch.. cooked fried bee hoon for everyone today.. did housework in the morning.. cleaned the kitchen but accidentally cut my finger while washing the knive.. ha.. i bursted the wound just now and it started to bleed abit.. hee.. oh well..
though i feel lazy, i'm studying.. ha.. listening to some songs i like.. ha..
went to eat thai food on thurs at newtown.. had my vaccination done at main campus.. the injection made my arm feel sore.. ha.. had a skin prick test done for TB check and blood test done.. had donut king for snack.. (i still very much prefer dunkin donut, miss taiwan times). anyway after that went to newtown for dinner.. the thai food is pretty nice.. hee.. had nice ice cream from one of the ice cream parlors too.. saw a crumpler shop and it got me all excited cox can design ur own bag.. exciting.. shall do one.. ha.. but it's exp.. hmmm... wad design should i get.. hmmm...
yesterdae had dinner at strathfield with rina, bixia, wanying, cass, sarah and boh wee... hee.. when i uploaded the photos to my com then will post it here.. anyway.. the korean food was nice.. was so full after that too.. ha.. and it was the first time i felt warm in a restaurant.. hee..
melie
1:20 pm
i've realised that time and time again, i should just let go of somethings, not be bothered or affected by things that are not within my control. There are times when i dont even know wad is affecting me. In times like this, everything seem to not go right. I wish I had a wand then to control everything before me. But that's the way of life, I dont have the power to control. Up till now, I just get upset at myself for not being able to do it.
I tried finding a reason for all these when i was talking to my kor yesterdae. But my reason was not good enough. He managed to see through it all. How can he tell? I always wonder. That's the part that amazes me i suppose, he's starting to feel like my blood related kor. Guess by talking to him yesterdae, i managed to feel alot better now. Thanks alot! he's going overseas to study too but to england.. hee.. i'm aiming to go there for holidays next yr..
Anyway, my parents are on their way back to Singapore already.. When they were here, they bought me lots of stuff. I've got a new trench coat, daily supplies and clothes. They got me a lamb and fleece sweater from NZ. cool.. now the fridge has rocky road.. love that stuff.. hee.. i got apricots and baby figs too.. yummy.. my mom tried persuading me to go for holiday at the end of the yr so she can get someone to look after the house during renovation.. hmm.. should i? but i thinking of going NZ (christchurch, queenstown) to look around. The way my parents describe about that place.. seems quite fun.. i'll probably got attachment during hols too.. hmm.. still thinking.. oh ya.. we bought 4 small painting for the house, they got our names on it.. cool.. hopefully i can get the design i want for the house..
i'm so glad to be living with my bunch of housemates.. they make my life much more fun.. all that laughter and jokes brightens up my day.. and their great cooking too.. it really feels like a family here..
melie
4:09 pm
melissa is kinda tired and out of energy to do anything.. she doesnt feel much now.. just the tiredness only.. doesnt want to talk much also.. she'll be fine.. probably jux nd some time alone.. she nds to tell herself not everything is within her control. maybe just let go ba..
melie
12:42 pm
i've moved out of my home.. ha.. temporarily for a week to stay with my parents in their hotel.. haha.. and the bed here is twice as big as my bed back in auburn.. haha.. and the heater is hotter.. haha.. oh well.. dad's paying for my internet usage at the hotel so that i can install my anti-virus.. haha.. so just make use of internet to blog...
ok.. yesterdae.. packed my bag for 1 week last min.. took a train down to the airport to meet my parents.. on arrival, i realised that their flight is delayed.. so i stared into space for some time before realising that the airport has a tv boardcasting the olympics.. haha.. so i shifted my butt slowly towards the tv.. i'm seriously hooked by olympics now.. rina asked why i didnt scream or exclaimed when michael phelps came on tv just now (cox my parents were around) haha.. i get this kind of excitement once every 4 yrs.. haha.. oh well.. back to my airport story.. i waited for them till abt 45 mins after their plane landed before they came out.. some how their luggage got checked.. cox of my textbook.. haha.. anyway we took an airport shuttle to their hotel in Central.. they or we are staying at Mercure now.. it's so much better than the hotel we previously stay when we came over in june.. there is an indoor pool and gym here too.. haha.. shall visit it some day.. anyway.. we reached the hotel abt 5 plus.. we settled down and then went to chinatown for dinner.. it's abt 15 mins walk away.. which is good.. haha.. then we went back and i watched olympics again.. my parents slept quite early.. haha..
anyway.. todae i went to sch.. had morning classes.. then went back to auburn home.. my parents came over in the evening to bring the stuff they brought for me and treated my housemates to dinner.. hee..
tmr going fish market.. dad bought wine and tobasco sauce.. haha.. we are well-prepared this time.. hehe..anyway.. probably going DFO tmr.. yippee.. shopping... haha.. but i got lots of work to do.. oh well...
melie
7:59 pm
almost fell sick last night.. felt kinda full after dinner.. the kind of full that make u wanna puke so as to feel better. so when i shower, i tried to puke.. but nothing came out.. somehow the stomach was empty, i have pretty high metabolism rate.. that was 2 hours after dinner.. after that i tried puking again, but it didnt work.. before i knew it, i had diarrhea.. k think this post is kinda gross.. but anyway.. think my dinner came out after that.. wanted to watch olympics after that but i started feeling feverish so i had no choice but to listen to my kor and go to bed immediately..
the hot pack my bro brought for me is not bad.. ha.. it's still hot now.. anyway.. got up this morning feeling better.. but after the whole episode last nite, my stomach felt raw... ate a piece of bread and i thought i had enough.. will start simple.. small many meals a day.. ;)
melie
8:46 am
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
'Oh excuse me please' was my reply.
He said, 'Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you.'
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me an d said,
'While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.'
By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
'Wake up, little one, wake up,' I said.
'Are these the flowers you picked for me?'
He smiled, 'I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue.'
I said, 'Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way.'
He said, 'Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway.'
I said, 'Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue.'
FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?
So what is behind the story?
Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU
melie
6:43 pm
well.. 9 aug 08.. first time i spent national day overseas.. after 22 years.. well.. we had a party.. lumps made chicken rice, bixia fried hokkien mee, wanying baked apple crumble, sarah made garlic bread, boh wee fried fish.. hee.. good spread of food.. nice..
after eating, we tune in to the parade live thru webcast.. haha.. the eleven of us crowd round 2 computers.. kinda nice .. when things get boring, we got the olympics to watch too.. haha.. then they all stayed over.. so fun...
yesterdae.. i went on the sydney harbour bridge.. TO CLIMB!! went during the twilight timing.. it was super COOL! it was about 3 and half hours in total.. we were given suits to wear and all the necessary stuff.. like some astronaut.. ha.. fully geared.. my group of ppl came from aust, britain and american.. super cool.. some were celebrating their birthday.. too bad cant bring my cam up to take photos.. oh well.. it was a great experience and definitely worth going though it's abit pricy.. oh well.. our guide, nathan, was very good (he's kinda cute too)haha.. the staff there were quite friendly.. the view up there is great.. and can see the sun setting and stuff.. the wind was so strong.. can blow ppl away lor.. super cold too..but it's worth going.. so fun.. the lady walking behind me was so funny.. haha.. wish i could go up again.. maybe next time..


melie
9:04 am
6 hours later.. i'm still feeling the same.. after all that tv.. shit.. nitez
melie
11:28 pm
ok.. i was initially very excited about NDP.. cox we gonna have a gathering at our place.. wanying, sarah, cass and elaine (the other ots) are coming over, together with chunyi's bro, bowie, my bro and his gf.. so exciting rite.. too bad my sch doesnt have a singapore student society or wad not.. cant find any singaporean gathering in sydney online.. so.. we gotta organise one for ourselves.. ha.. unsw got a singapore student association.. so good.. oh well.. we gonna eat.. lumps preparing chicken rice, bixia preparing hokkien noodles, wanying preparing apple crumble. we getting cake from a turkish delights store.. the cakes look super good.
ok.. i need to up my mood tmr.. just kinda shag now, together with this mixed feelings now.. kinda helpless in a way.. how to comfort a fren who is so far away.. oh well.. i dunno.. just kinda overwhelmed in a way.. maybe when my bro comes tmr i might feel better.. going to climb sydney harbour bridge with him and his gf.. just like how i wanted to do it.. with him.. ha.. shit.. maybe with him and my parents coming over, all these are just making me home sick in a way.. my parents coming fr 14-20 aug.. gonna stay with them at the hotel.. so that can go out with them and stuff..
feel like talking to somebody now.. but i think if i do i might end up crying cox i think my emotions are quite up there now.. stimulating the tear ducts.. oh well.. but was kinda relieve yesterdae.. got a letter from yi zhi.. she's so cute.. so unlike the fact that she's getting married.. ha.. then managed to talk to jeff abit.. ha.. ok.. i starting to feel abit better now after blogging..
i hope everything goes well tonight in singapore.. there's suppose to be a happening thing back there but i cant witness it.. hope to see the pics or video..
xian, ur birthday is tmr.. hope u haf a great day k.. dun stress urself out too much.. and relax and enjoy.. smile more ;)
melie
4:10 pm
how come i am blogging at such early hours in the morning? not because there are more internet usage at this time of the day but cause i just submitted my online assignment and i am still awake.. still in the mood to use com after the whole day of staring at it and feeling frustrated over a slow computer.. anyway i got inspire to post now after reading mr lim's blog which tell his life in american.. he's on his way back to singapore now, just chatted with him in the afternoon.. so fast one yr has passed for him.. well mine will be too.. ha..
anyway life without internet for one month is really an experience.. in singapore i can choose not to use internet or computer for 1 week during the break that i had but when i arrive here in early july, i didnt have a choice.. we had the connection signed up like on the first week we arrived but there were many delays due to the service here.. dun wanna talk abt it.. but the impt thing is to drive them nuts..
well.. for this month without internet, i managed to survive.. communicated with my parents and friends through sms, calls or writing letters.. i love snail mail.. other than that.. the entertainment we have is TV, DVD player or cooking.. ha.. well i can cook edible stuff for those who wanna know.. travelled to many places around sydney cox we arrived 2 weeks before sch started.. i live pretty near the supermarket.. there's chinese grocery store nearby too.. so kinda convenient.. ok.. below are the pictures.. and life of my first month in sydney..
my room
this is my room. it only look like this like after a week of settling down.. see my bedsheet.. brought it from spore.. ha.. i have my pooh bear, xian's little pillow, bears from my parents & mrs tan to keep me company at night..

got a side table for the room.. there's my cupboard with 2 huge mirrors..

sparsely filled cupboard cox i haf a room to myself..

this is our first night. slept in sleeping bags. luckily uncle paul brought the sofa bed over that nite.. the gals got comfy mattress.. hee

look at the amount of stuff we brought over.. haha.. everyone had at least 4 baggages

ok.. 9th july.. we went to the property agent's place in the city.. we got a group shot in the lift.. ha

then we went to the darlington campus of uni of syd (our sch) but this is not our campus

we went over to darling harbour after that..

11th july.. we went to sydney olympic park for hillsong concert.. me and cass in front of a life size chess set

people here enjoy the sun.. they love to lie on the grass.. well on cold days, the sun makes a lot of difference!

the group of us who went to the concert.. while queueing up..

this is us after the concert.. it was super cold and we went to eat subway.. we were shivering while eating..

when rina's mom and aunt came over, we went out.. that nite we went to uncle's paul place for dinner.. and this is mitch.. a dog that is so cute.. love to play with him.. step on his foot once cox he keeps following so closely.. ha..

well dinner was STEAMBOAT.. and it's really nice on a cold winter day.. then we had a traditional aussie dessert.. nice..

well.. in attempting to hang the first batch of laundry out to dry on the thick string that i brought from spore, the hooks gave way and our clothes landed on the balcony floor.. on a cold winter nite, rina and my hands were freezing cold.. we had to pick up all the clothes and rush back in to think of a solution.. well, we used the sofa bed frame in the end.. ha.. innovative..

13th july we went to The rocks.. the buildings were cool..

uncle paul decided to stuff himself inside so i couldnt resist but took a shot of it.. hilarious..

the rock market..

then we walked over to the sydney opera house.. that's me.. then we went to the botanical gardens and sat on the grass.. cool experience..

the 4 of us went home for dinner cox we needed to fix some stuff.. so we had aglio olio with bacon for dinner.. and we had red wine.. damn class.. haha..

next day, we went manly beach.. cause our travel pass included rides on ferries.. hee..it wasnt so cold that day.. see how we can take our jackets off..

love beaches and clear waters..

so behind is manly beach..

on the way back, we passed by opera house to get to the ferry terminal.. night shot of the opera house..

the next day went to blue mountain.. why is it blue? go find out urself.. i wanna go back there again.. wanna stay longer and look at the stuff..

went to some lime stone cave.. this is the toilet.. behind those rock formation.. ha.. nice..

on 18th july we went to canberra.. capital of australia! i went there.. haha

above used to be a lake.. but the water disappeared...

me jumping in parliament house.. haha.. i saw the singapore embassy too.. it's so far from sydney..

ok.. puzzle time.. look at the pix then the question..

answer can be found after this..

flemington market is known for it's paddy's market, wholesale for fruits and vegetables and second hand stuff on sat.. being the thrifty ppl, we couldn't help but buy the cheap fruits and veg back.. we got 15kg pears for $5.. ha.. the only downside, we had to carry it back.. 3 gals.. no joke.. my hands almost gave up..

here is the answer! got it?

oh.. went to sch for orientation on 21st july.. got our student passes and stuff.. but after that we didnt went back cox orientation was on how to write a report or lib tours.. erm.. orientation?..where's the fun..went to watch The Dark Knight on a tues (it was cheaper)ha.. exciting though i fell asleep in the beginning.. just like the other movie..

on 23rd july, we went to bondi beach.. it's more grand, waves are bigger than manly beach.. as it was cloudy and raining that day, not much ppl there.. but when the sun came out after that, we saw a guy ran out from one of the apartments carrying his surf boards, without shoes also towards the beach..


saw this on the wall while waiting for the bus at bondi beach..

24th july.. we went to chinatown for KTV.. here is my fren singing.. ha.. it was $10 for 7 hours.. super good.. haha.. we really sing till we were tired.. ha..

a shot i took of my fren in hyde park museum..$5 to enter..(for students only) haha..

our sausage meal..sausage with broccoli, steam egg with tofu and sausage.. our attempt to finish the sausages which were going to expire.. ha..

our mini garden in the balcony.. got oregano, dill, potato, ginger, onion, chilli!

last saturday, we met up with our other ot friends to have dim sum brunch at cabramatta.. it was like little vietnam .. anyway dim sum was great.. love the food..
guess wad i found.. a singapore plaza in cabramatta.. but there was nothing singapore about it..ok.. so that's all for now.. spent 1 hour typing.. tired le.. gotta slp.. no sch tmr.. shiok.. ok.. type again soon:)
melie
11:57 pm