i've realised that time and time again, i should just let go of somethings, not be bothered or affected by things that are not within my control. There are times when i dont even know wad is affecting me. In times like this, everything seem to not go right. I wish I had a wand then to control everything before me. But that's the way of life, I dont have the power to control. Up till now, I just get upset at myself for not being able to do it.
I tried finding a reason for all these when i was talking to my kor yesterdae. But my reason was not good enough. He managed to see through it all. How can he tell? I always wonder. That's the part that amazes me i suppose, he's starting to feel like my blood related kor. Guess by talking to him yesterdae, i managed to feel alot better now. Thanks alot! he's going overseas to study too but to england.. hee.. i'm aiming to go there for holidays next yr..
Anyway, my parents are on their way back to Singapore already.. When they were here, they bought me lots of stuff. I've got a new trench coat, daily supplies and clothes. They got me a lamb and fleece sweater from NZ. cool.. now the fridge has rocky road.. love that stuff.. hee.. i got apricots and baby figs too.. yummy.. my mom tried persuading me to go for holiday at the end of the yr so she can get someone to look after the house during renovation.. hmm.. should i? but i thinking of going NZ (christchurch, queenstown) to look around. The way my parents describe about that place.. seems quite fun.. i'll probably got attachment during hols too.. hmm.. still thinking.. oh ya.. we bought 4 small painting for the house, they got our names on it.. cool.. hopefully i can get the design i want for the house..
i'm so glad to be living with my bunch of housemates.. they make my life much more fun.. all that laughter and jokes brightens up my day.. and their great cooking too.. it really feels like a family here..
melie
4:09 pm
