ok.. i was initially very excited about NDP.. cox we gonna have a gathering at our place.. wanying, sarah, cass and elaine (the other ots) are coming over, together with chunyi's bro, bowie, my bro and his gf.. so exciting rite.. too bad my sch doesnt have a singapore student society or wad not.. cant find any singaporean gathering in sydney online.. so.. we gotta organise one for ourselves.. ha.. unsw got a singapore student association.. so good.. oh well.. we gonna eat.. lumps preparing chicken rice, bixia preparing hokkien noodles, wanying preparing apple crumble. we getting cake from a turkish delights store.. the cakes look super good.
ok.. i need to up my mood tmr.. just kinda shag now, together with this mixed feelings now.. kinda helpless in a way.. how to comfort a fren who is so far away.. oh well.. i dunno.. just kinda overwhelmed in a way.. maybe when my bro comes tmr i might feel better.. going to climb sydney harbour bridge with him and his gf.. just like how i wanted to do it.. with him.. ha.. shit.. maybe with him and my parents coming over, all these are just making me home sick in a way.. my parents coming fr 14-20 aug.. gonna stay with them at the hotel.. so that can go out with them and stuff..
feel like talking to somebody now.. but i think if i do i might end up crying cox i think my emotions are quite up there now.. stimulating the tear ducts.. oh well.. but was kinda relieve yesterdae.. got a letter from yi zhi.. she's so cute.. so unlike the fact that she's getting married.. ha.. then managed to talk to jeff abit.. ha.. ok.. i starting to feel abit better now after blogging..
i hope everything goes well tonight in singapore.. there's suppose to be a happening thing back there but i cant witness it.. hope to see the pics or video..
xian, ur birthday is tmr.. hope u haf a great day k.. dun stress urself out too much.. and relax and enjoy.. smile more ;)
melie
4:10 pm
