probably somewhere on this world, someone is celebrating their birthday, getting married, or giving birth to a new life.. for me, this date is one i'll probably remember always.. the day where my grandpa passed on.. it's been 1 year.. has time flown by.. probably.. 1 yr ago.. was doing my fyp, struggling with a couple of family issues, struggling with myself.. at that point in time i wanted so much to let myself go.. i could see, my grandpa was the one holding my family together.. without him, i wasnt sure where life would be..
when he did leave this world, i was glad that he was no longer going to suffer.. dealing with this loss is just another part of my life.. but having to deal with this emotion together with the many others wasnt exactly what i had hoped for.. esp for last yr.. maybe the family isnt how i had hoped it will be.. maybe it will never will be like how it used to be.. i miss them a lot.. why did she do what she did?.. i'm just glad i still have some of them..
how are you, grandpa? did you meet grandma? i hope both of you are well..
melie
12:31 pm
