hey guys.. leaving in a couple of hours.. so fast.. so hot now.. kinda in a mess now.. did my packing.. feeling sleepy already.. oh my.. some how have this uneasy feeling.. but really happy.. my land lord gonna pick me up from the airport so really thankful.. no internet for the next 3 weeks.. so see you guys in 3 weeks..
anyway.. thanks for the JJ cd.. really surprise.. thanks.. haven got time to listen to it.. but will do it when i get to port macquarie.. but u dun haf but it actually..!!
melie
7:48 pm
a few more days, i'll bid farewell to this place i called home for the last 4 months.. moving to a place to a 3 weeks attachment.. i'm filled with excitement.. already started packing.. seem to be going well now.. for 3 weeks, i will be alone.. the 3 weeks would be an experience, adventure..
recently, news reported that 2 bodies were found in an apartment near the station.. it happened in the suburb i stay in.. kinda scary.. (di di if u read this dun tell mummy k, if not she will freak out).. i'll be home 3 weeks later.. alone before lumps come back a few days later.. haven planned wad i will do and how to remain safe.. haha.. ok i will be safe.. no worries..
melie
8:25 pm
可能吧
世界就是这样
可能吧
别人说的，不是你要听的
难道就这样算了吗？
还是要做些什么
在被子下哭泣的你
哭了几回
想到的第一个人
在你旁边吗？
可能吧
你求的，不会发生
可能吧
伤心的事一直烦你
眼泪干了
时间过去了
你盼望的人不在身边
路还是得走
生命多的是选择
你选择了吗？
melie
8:34 pm
tmr paper is on cognitive.. studied le but like got retaining information difficulties and retrieval problems.. oh well.. tmr's paper (oh well it's actually today already) is like the last paper.. though i have another paper next thur but it's an open book case study.. so just hafta prepare and bring it into the exam venue and wait for the questions.. so by tmr.. i gonna be relaxed!! anyway.. we going to meet up for dinner.. cause shixian and john came over last sat from melb for hols.. but cause we had exams, we didnt really met up as a group for those in sydney with them.. though the guys staying at our place now.. haha.. gonna eat pancakes on the rocks (YEAH!) and thai food tmr.. hehe.. cant wait.. like exam end liao.. oh ya.. our ottp proj, that industry partner haven got back to us.. haha.. really hope that project will be an impact! shall talk about that after the conference presentation next wk.. oh no.. i dun haf court shoes.. hmmm
cant believe clinicals is just about a week away.. gonna start packing after exams tmr.. one part of me is really excited.. gonna travel up to port macquarie all by myself.. settled the accommodation stuff myself.. settled the transport there all by myself.. gonna fly there to save time so i get more time to explore that unknown and ulu place and hopefully get groceries.. my land lady gonna pick me up.. really nice of her.. then will start placement on the monday.. i got 2 supervisors and one of them sound really nice over the phone.. haha.. the only bad point about the placement is that i wont have internet access or a phone line at my accommodation.. gotta rely on the hospital's internet (if there is one) and my computer (music, dramas, movies) to keep me company through the night.. while studying these few days, my mind cant help but wonder off to think of the stuff i need to pack, or what i gonna do for my meals or what to do on weekends.. really excited but apprehensive in a way.. first time alone in an unknown place.. oh my.. after this experience, and if it succeed, maybe i might consider getting an apartment.. living on my own.. probably my plans for the next 5 years is really different from 4 years back.. no longer bear hopes for anything more than making myself happier.. maybe it sounds selfish.. but i guess at least if i dont make it happen, i wont feel as sad..
why do i wan my own apartment? besides the space i will have.. cox i really have lots of stuff.. think my mom thinks i am some garang guni.. anyway.. really want to have my own kitchen.. so can invite friends over every now and then.. have gatherings and stuff.. fun.. gonna miss organising christmas party this yr..
seeing or hearing more people getting married.. already know of 4 people getting married from end of this year till next year.. one of them my cousin.. probably gonna help her with stuff from where i am.. gonna rush back next yr to make it in time for her wedding.. gonna be her bridesmaid too.. but she is really frustrated over finding a good wedding package now and restaurant.. helped her consult a few friends.. helping her as much as i can.. u really need lots of money for a wedding.. ha..
received the parcel my parents sent me yesterdae.. my instant cereal and bak ku teh spices got quarantined.. sad.. the customs say my cereal contain dairy products (milo dun haf meh, how come that got thru).. and my bak ku teh spices contained unknown spices.. sad.. anyway my parents also sent me the skirt that i bought online..haha.. and i bought 2 more bags online a week ago.. ha.. die liao.. think i need more storage space..
melie
9:52 pm
i'm happy..
just happy
does happiness need a reason
i guess not
feel blessed
really blessed
with all of you around me
i've got nothing to fear
melie
6:28 pm
do you have a song that sings you heart
or a story that tells your life
the simple things in life reminds you
the stuff you chose to leave behind
that song
that smell
that toy
so many things
just hard to name it all
do your heart still skip a beat when you hear the song
or tear when the story is told
melie
1:02 pm
在人群中
你不小心发现他的样子
不小心忘了他的放肆
看着他随你擦肩而过
那时候的事情
在心里面的空虚
如今已成了往事
你真的还记得吗？
忘了吧，朋友说
该是时候 move on
他对你做的一切
不值得你去怀念
记得那些美好的
忘了那些伤心的
带着现在
找新的方向
往哪儿走吧！
melie
1:38 pm
rejoice at the little things
the little things that bring joy to your life
embrace the happenings
the happenings that bring out the goodness of life
hold on to the things before you
the things that bring you hope
keep the thought
the thought that you are always blessed
melie
9:02 am
要怎么挽回
回不去的过去
事情都犯了
也弥补不了
cant contd.. shall continue another time.. my mood now doesnt quite fit it now.. feel relax and happy now.. haha.. if i continue typing, the whole thing will sound weird with different moods.. haha
melie
1:59 pm
