tmr paper is on cognitive.. studied le but like got retaining information difficulties and retrieval problems.. oh well.. tmr's paper (oh well it's actually today already) is like the last paper.. though i have another paper next thur but it's an open book case study.. so just hafta prepare and bring it into the exam venue and wait for the questions.. so by tmr.. i gonna be relaxed!! anyway.. we going to meet up for dinner.. cause shixian and john came over last sat from melb for hols.. but cause we had exams, we didnt really met up as a group for those in sydney with them.. though the guys staying at our place now.. haha.. gonna eat pancakes on the rocks (YEAH!) and thai food tmr.. hehe.. cant wait.. like exam end liao.. oh ya.. our ottp proj, that industry partner haven got back to us.. haha.. really hope that project will be an impact! shall talk about that after the conference presentation next wk.. oh no.. i dun haf court shoes.. hmmm
cant believe clinicals is just about a week away.. gonna start packing after exams tmr.. one part of me is really excited.. gonna travel up to port macquarie all by myself.. settled the accommodation stuff myself.. settled the transport there all by myself.. gonna fly there to save time so i get more time to explore that unknown and ulu place and hopefully get groceries.. my land lady gonna pick me up.. really nice of her.. then will start placement on the monday.. i got 2 supervisors and one of them sound really nice over the phone.. haha.. the only bad point about the placement is that i wont have internet access or a phone line at my accommodation.. gotta rely on the hospital's internet (if there is one) and my computer (music, dramas, movies) to keep me company through the night.. while studying these few days, my mind cant help but wonder off to think of the stuff i need to pack, or what i gonna do for my meals or what to do on weekends.. really excited but apprehensive in a way.. first time alone in an unknown place.. oh my.. after this experience, and if it succeed, maybe i might consider getting an apartment.. living on my own.. probably my plans for the next 5 years is really different from 4 years back.. no longer bear hopes for anything more than making myself happier.. maybe it sounds selfish.. but i guess at least if i dont make it happen, i wont feel as sad..
why do i wan my own apartment? besides the space i will have.. cox i really have lots of stuff.. think my mom thinks i am some garang guni.. anyway.. really want to have my own kitchen.. so can invite friends over every now and then.. have gatherings and stuff.. fun.. gonna miss organising christmas party this yr..
seeing or hearing more people getting married.. already know of 4 people getting married from end of this year till next year.. one of them my cousin.. probably gonna help her with stuff from where i am.. gonna rush back next yr to make it in time for her wedding.. gonna be her bridesmaid too.. but she is really frustrated over finding a good wedding package now and restaurant.. helped her consult a few friends.. helping her as much as i can.. u really need lots of money for a wedding.. ha..
received the parcel my parents sent me yesterdae.. my instant cereal and bak ku teh spices got quarantined.. sad.. the customs say my cereal contain dairy products (milo dun haf meh, how come that got thru).. and my bak ku teh spices contained unknown spices.. sad.. anyway my parents also sent me the skirt that i bought online..haha.. and i bought 2 more bags online a week ago.. ha.. die liao.. think i need more storage space..
melie
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