it's a new year.. i lost the excitement i experienced on the first day of the new year.. cause i was back into reality and datelines.. my assignment is due the end of the week.. how i wished i never had to do it.. or how i wish the weather was a little better.. more wind, more clouds.. wish the temp drop by 10 degrees.. that would be great.. maybe i'm just cranky from the lack of sleep.. and being stubborn on not getting a fan.. just a few more weeks to the end of summer.. i managed 1 month of summer without a fan already.. weather is just weird here.. oh well..
there is so much to look forward to in 2009.. more travelling: hawaii, more around aust, maybe even london.. maybe visits?? hopefully the plan for minli to come will become reality.. of course going back home.. i'm sooo sooo looking forward to it.. then there is diane jie's wedding.. then starting of work.. a whole new life experience.. been thinking maybe i was too pampered all my life that i dont have a work experience.. ever.. at such an age.. maybe i should be ashame in a way.. not even a simple experience.. had spent all my holidays volunteering.. but surviving on my own money.. hmmm.. would going to work have made my life a little different? maybe i wouldnt be studying what i am doing now.. maybe i wouldnt have a goal in life.. but then.. do i really have one now? back to what i look forward to in 2009.. definitely graduation.. and all those food i can get my hands on to when i am back.. glutton is coming back soon.. haha..
maybe 2009 started with a little excitement here and there.. there were losses and gains.. not me alone.. those that my friends experience.. it would have been great to be by their side.. made new friends and maybe lost.. talked to my bro a couple of times, everytime i hope he was here to hug me.. then my kor complaining about his exams and teaching me life experiences.. talking to xian, min and yw.. time pass faster that way.. exciting stuff like friends getting married, people who may be les.. oh my.. so much for just the start of the year.. then i started jogging.. thanks bx for pushing me.. ha.. i nv ever go jogging..
..if you just take what you see as it is, you will never see the truth..
melie
10:23 am
