had a tiring day today.. i was given the task to pack the rest of the stuff in my room into boxes cause the renovations are starting soon.. well.. i take lots of time to do it.. cause i go through every single item.. haha.. especially those with notes where i will read them.. and if it gets interesting, i'll spend even more time reading it.. haha.. so much for having so little things to pack already.. i'm disappointed that i didnt throw much things away.. argh.. i still have so many things.. oh my.. every thing supposedly have some sentimental value and i cant find a reason to throw it away yet.. even stuff back from pri sch.. i still contemplating on whether i should really keep.. haha.. all those memories.. i am still thinking if i should just throw away that stack of magazine that i haven look through or should i jus throw them away.. tough decision for me but definitely not for my mom.. she'll just dispose of them quite quickly.. i still cant believe i have so many things.. most of the boxes are mine.. sian.. i nd to be organised in some way... hmmmm....
had sushi buffet with minli.. totally bloated... haha now i totally hooked on korean version of 流星花园 ... i went to the airport late becox of the show.. hahaha.. luckily minli took her time at the duty free and her trouble with tequila.. hahaha.. had popeye.. and we chatted at gloria jean's.. the drink i had there reaffirmed my decision on why i dont drink gloria jean's stuff.. not nice at all... going back aussie soon... cant wait to quickly finish my study.. looking forward to minli coming to visit and do a bit of travelling with her and wanying they all.. hahaha..
While You Loved Me by Rascal FlattsIf I ever write the story of my life
Don’t be suprised if you’re where it begins
Girl, I’d have to dedicate every line on every page
To the memories we made, while you loved me
I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
While you loved me
I’d start with chapter one, love innocent and young
As the morning sun on a new day
Even though I know the end, Well I’d do it all again
‘Cause I got a lifetime in, while you loved me
I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
While you loved me
liked this song the day my bro introduced me to it.. initally i only noticed the melody.. then when i heard it one day on my ipod.. it caught my attention.. 初恋应该是这种感觉的吧...
melie
11:16 pm
it's been a busy week.. mon had supper with zhilong @ blooie's roadhouse then huifang and jeff joined us.. then tues met up with xian, bernard and jinhui @ vivo.. hehe got to eat marche.. then we went to west coast park .. haha.. been a long time since i played at the playground.. it was nice catching up with the guys.. then yesterdae met up with wan ting, huifang and xiaojia at shokudo.. we had ben and jerrys too.. hehehe.. jus been fun.. gonna go airport later to meet minli cox she's coming back from vietnam.. yeah..
melie
11:53 am
i have a 3 day sch week.. yeah.. that's if i dont change one module.. if i change then it'll be a 2 day week.. hmmm... but long weekends.. yeah.. i'm already thinking about 3 months later.. shiok.. last wk in spore before going back.. kinda sian.. but changed flight time on sun to night time.. hee.. cox no sch on mon.. hahaha..
saw a doctor yesterdae cox got a lump in my mouth.. a 3mm in diameter lump.. doc say it's jus a mucus or gland accumulation.. nothing to worry about cox not cancerous.. unless it becomes painful or it starts growing bigger or it bleeds then suppose to go back to see him.. he say to get rid of it is only through surgery.. ha.. must got see surgeon some more.. go back aust then see how.. hopefully nothing of the above 3 happens then can liao..pray hard.. haha.. no worries la..
melie
5:18 pm
爱是一种难以理解的东西
爱带来的恨
你何谓感受过
爱带给的幸福
你享受过吗？
所谓的爱
为什么带来的是
莫名的感伤
一种为何无法放下的东西
一直缠绕着不脱身
但又曾想过
这一切是自己的选择
You Could Be Happy by Snow PatrolYou could be happy
And i won't know
But you weren't happy
The day i watched you go.
And all the things
That i wish i had not said,
Are played in loops
Till it's madness in my head.
Is it too late to remind you
How we were?
But not our last days of silent
Screaming blur.
Most of what i remember
Makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking
Out the door.
You could be happy
I hope you are
You made me happier
Than I'd been by far
Somehow everything
I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment
It's all not true.
Do the things
That you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back
Don't think just do
More than anything
I want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite
Out of the whole world
melie
10:20 am
i had a great weekend.. spend with my YEC mates.. haha.. the exciting life started on fri night where i had my OT gathering.. almost everyone in class who is in spore turned up.. truly a great turn out.. thanks wt.. hehe.. had dinner @ fish & co.. really great to catch up with friends.. realise most of our topics are on work.. haha.. then we hang around at esplanade till 11 plus.. almost missed the last bus..
then on sat morning.. met hf and jeff for a day of sporting.. haha.. we went east coast to cycle.. from east coast and almost to changi beach.. around 30km back and fro.. haha.. it was a great experience.. hadnt cycle in a while and the new park connector is worth exploring.. by the time we got back, it was 3 hours of cycling.. we headed down to changi village for nasi lemak.. haha.. then we went to upp east coast rd area for tea.. we found a cheesecake shop with great ambience but ok cakes.. then we went back to west mall to find minli.. after kopi and bread in which i gave up eating, i headed back home for dinner.. was really tired that night.. but really liked the exercise..
on sun morn, met minli and jeff for running at west coast park before yec meeting.. hf rode down to the park to meet us.. hehe..though my muscle was aching for the previous day exercise.. but just running for a while was fun.. hehe.. the sights and sounds of the park was enjoying.. after meeting, the group of us went to check out prices for the genting retreat then we went to jp for arcade.. haha.. it was like ages since i went into an arcade.. lots of new and exciting stuff around.. then got to eat old chang kee.. hehe.. then went to hort park with minli and jeff after she studied.. got a really nice looking restaurant there.. the sun set lighting was really nice.. maybe a potential place for bgm.. hehe..
looking forward to the week to come and the weekend.. more exercising!!!
melie
5:53 pm
think when i am pissed off.. people not close shouldnt quite bother me.. cause they may end up in a worse state then what they imagine themselves to be in...when i am in a foul mood, i should just keep to myself and cool myself down.. think i found a way to keep my spirits up.. thought they are simple things but i really been enjoying myself these few days.. maybe i just pampered, get to do things i want, get to eat things i want.. things i had eaten that was specially cooked: satay chicken, popiah, jelly, braised pig trotters, si chuan veg soup, abalone.. still got chicken curry.. hahaha.. still got lots more that i have eaten from cny..
life is great now.. days when i dont feel like staying at home, i just hop on a bus and go to my aunt's house for food and playing with little kid.. haha.. such a joy.. reading comic.. what else to do..
went to watch the curious case of benjamin button.. not worth watching.. next movie please..
melie
12:00 pm
attended my granduncle's funeral recently.. during the whole funeral process, i had multiple flashbacks to a day 2 years ago.. it was like a quiet event where only a few family and friends were present.. sang a few christian songs as my granduncle converted to one.. what makes my whole time there so familiar was that my granduncle looked like my grandpa.. my grandpa had a photograph similar to the one he had.. and my grandpa looked like him the last time i saw him.. seeing the older generation slower passed away is really quite depressing.. there's only 2 left on my father's side.. then it'll be my father's generation who will be in their 70s..
melie
10:38 am
sometimes i wonder if i have lost myself these few years..
maybe last yr's resolution should be kept for this yr too..
melie
12:18 pm
life back in spore is great.. spend many quality time with my family and friends.. eat lots of home cooked food and played with cousins, nephews and nieces, and random kids.. just really blessed that i got to eat what i want.. then spend time with family, lazing around.. meeting up with friends.. probably got some more to meet up with but yeah.. just enjoy time back..
melie
11:20 am
