i had a great weekend last week cause
minli was here!! i met her at central station.. it was great to see her.. sense of relief of some sort.. min came with her friend.. then we headed back home.. the next morn we went to the markets and shop.. then we headed to
min's uncle place for dinner.. i miss watching the
Filipino channel at min's place.. all those singing.. sunday we went to blue mts.. took the train there and hike lots.. took the blue mt explorer bus.. nice.. had ice cream up on the mts too.. love the view... mon we went to fish market.. hehe.. lots of oysters and salmon sashimi!! then we had lindt chocolate drink.. yums.. then we walked around town.. then headed to the opera house during the evening for the nutcracker.. so nice.. live music.. the next morning.. a day i dreaded cause min was leaving!! oh well.. i will see her back in spore like soon.. hehe.. when she was here, got to chat with her like tons.. missed talking to her.. we slept like at 3 plus everyday and woke up early.. but i enjoyed the time i spent with her.. more travels!! malacca??
i cant wait for xian to get here too.. come quick!! sch is like ending in a couple more weeks.. just last few assignments left.. think i will miss sch after this.. no more long holidays.. no more slacking so much doing nothing.. much more responsibility to take charge when i start work.. let me stay my role of a student a little while more..
心虽然沉重
我期待的
就要来了
放下一切的不开心
等待未来
该去睡了， 很晚了。
melie
2:25 am
i had a blasting weekend leading up to my 23rd birthday.. i felt loved.. happy..
really have to thank my wonderful wonderful housemates, bixia and rina.. they are tremendous people in my life now.. they really put in effort to help me organise the picnics and surprise party.. sometimes, i wonder what will i do without them.. my life probably lack the laughter, smiles.. life away from home isnt easy, they make it really seem so much better.. think i contradict myself at times.. but i am really thankful for having them in my life esp now.. thanks for ur laughter, smiles, silly conversations, caring gestures and listening ear.. will so miss living with you guys.. and one more month to go only.. there's still so many things we have to do for sch, so many things we wanna do together.. let's treasure the last moments..
my 23rd bdae started with me knowing of a planned picnic.. we had lots of home made food.. baked and what not.. jus the kind of picnic i wanted.. on the green grass.. eating, laughing playing games.. not too hot, not too cold.. just the right company.. no ants or mud on the picnic maps.. hee.. then the whole chain of surprises started.. after the picnic, the plan was to go home and watch movie and eat pop corn.. i was looking forward to watching a movie.. jus simple and nice.. but when we got home, in the total darkness i saw a light from the kitchen and i tot the kitchen was on fire.. i was the first to step forward to take a closer look.. then these whole bunch of people appear from everywhere and a cake appeared in front of me.. so touched! and the cake i wanted to try.. then it was another party in the house.. and i was trying hard to get over the shock.. i dun normally get tricked.. well i didnt expect this one coming..
at the midnight of my birthday.. bx and rina gave me another surprise.. i was watching F1 race on tv halfway.. we have a new housemate now called 小野.. proud production of bixia.. then rina showed me a video she made.. i tot it would be jus photos and the housemates messages.. BUT NO.. the messages were from everywhere.. my OT friends.. yec ppl and scout juniors.. while watching, i was on the verge of tearing.. really really so touched this time.. totally unexpected.. i was lost for words and could only managed a thank you..
on my birthday, i chose to go to a tempanyaki restaurant for dinner.. it was totally shiok.. cause there was no one else.. we had personal chef and waitress.. and we had a surprise from them.. they gave me a mochi as a birthday cake.. so nice of them.. really enjoyed my time.. then the 3 of us went scouting for desserts.. thinking abt it.. i will miss the times where the 3 or 4 of us roam the streets of sydney.. looking at food and shopping, going kbox.. laughing and smiling..
anyway.. THANK YOU to all friends and family for your well-wishes.. those still in sydney.. see you back in spore.. and those in spore.. see you guys soon.. one more month till xian and my parents come.. 1 more day till minli's arrival.. cant wait!!!
melie
11:26 am
when you love somebody
what do you see?
the small little things that sparkle up your life
the simple words that melts your heart
the comforting hugs that relief you of stress
their familiar voice that calms your soul
when all that is lost
do you
cry at the familiarity
run away to hide
bury yourself with piles of stuff
stare as the world goes by
will you then
learn to stand up once again
dry up those tears and smile again
master the courage and live again
live to love life a little more again
melie
9:27 pm
那一种的感觉又回来了
好讨厌好讨厌的感觉
眼泪也似乎要随着留下
是累了吗？
我真希望是
能还有理由来安慰自己吗
对不起
今晚我无法再压抑了
就让我
和以前那样入眠吧
melie
11:30 pm
