it has been a busy week.. not exactly work work.. but related to work in a way.. glad it's over and the response was not too bad.. hopefully we met our aims and expose what we do..
i guess it has kinda gotten emotional the past week.. from the lack of sleep to doing a lot more stuff than usual and then having to use more of my brain.. just not use to it.. been some time back since i use my brain this much i suppose..i hate recollecting the past i suppose.. it haunts me every now and then.. the more i think i've let go and moved on, the more i am made to believe i haven. just dunno why.. but i guess it's somehow different.. the feelings are not the same.. luckily i suppose.. but i guess some things are better not known.. i feel like eating ice cream.. i have the feeling of doing everything my way. and everyone has to give in to me.. i know it's not logical, not making any sense, not right.. i can only just think abt it.. the heart feels heavy.. i think it's time to slp..
what if i was single and a mum..
i had fun today.. and the week has been great with opportunities to meet up with couple groups of people. they bring me back to reality, give me comfort. what do i do without them. :)
melie
1:35 am
